Chapter 2 : FALL IN REALITY

 

Chapter 2

FALL IN REALITY

 Though he is not a stranger, but he is not the one to whom I know personally. I know him but not able to recognized him. Immediately I realize he is the one who sang a song. My brain was continuously working and finally I found a conclusion which is Ashwin was the person who sang a song. Meanwhile, he was stuttering, my mind rapidly recalls the last 30-second then I realized he was stuttering since starting. I like his stutter but ignore it in a second. I told him to calm down and take a long breath. The first word came from his mouth was something which is common for me. Though the sentence has a deep meaning but due to excess and casual use it becomes common. I was not so surprise. I told him –‘that’s ok not a big deal’. With a smile I rest my words. He was explaining me a bit but my mind was flying somewhere else. Immediately I interrupt him and said let’s take a picture. Now I am feeling how dumb and stupid I was? But he didn’t deny for this we click a picture, and I was about to leave from there as I don’t have anything to say. I have already rested my words.

He stops me, put off a rose from his pocket and offer to me but not as proposal of love but as a friendship.  After acknowledging his genuine reason I accepted the offer of friendship. With a gentle smile we both went off toward different direction.

Entering into the room where everyone is already in opiate of dance. Oh! shit I was again started thinking about him. This was the 5th time I have thought about him and smiled like an idiot. Common Aliena how can you be so stupid? You are thinking something which is already happened that too with a simile which has no meaning. I think I am thinking a lot that’s why all this stuff into my brain but what if I have started like him? No Aliena you are thinking uselessly let’s think something else to change this.  What happened that day when I enter into the room after talking with Ashwin and everyone is dancing.

Yeah! That day My brain become numb, and I was not able to think just looking different faces, suddenly my hand hold by my classmate Anshika and drag me at the last of the room.  I was shocked because I have no idea what she is going to do. Even I have never talked her personally without reason. Now my brain was active and starts concentrating on the current event.

She also wanted to introduce a guy. My brain was cracking joke -‘Oh god! So many guys wanted to meet me am I a prime minister?’ I realized I was already in front of a 2 people who were staring me and wanted to say something. Breaking the silence Rashmi started interpreting the situation about Rohan. Actually Rohan was the guy for whom I feel he wanted to say something and I ignored because I thought it’s just my illusion. Now everything seems like a daily soap serial. I have faced so many things in single day. Rashmi told me about Rohan how much he likes my nose pin, and he was irritating them by saying non-stop-

‘I like her nose pin’.

They drag me because they get frustrated with the loop. At this moment I did a stupid action I just simply say –

‘HY Rohan’

This was sounding like a burden. I was smiling with neutral response. Feeling awkward as I wanted to go near my friends but due cutesy I broke my pause and convey my departure message to him.

I was moving with a numb brain searching friends. 

Instantly my phone starts ringing. Now I notice it's 1 am, and I am still living in the past and tomorrow i's our contract class which is going to take by Mrs. Ishita.  Tomorrow I am going to die as I was supposed to revise the last concept and I didn’t. Thinking about fresher’s will definitely reward me scolding’s of Mrs. Ishita.